Ok...I weighed in last night after doing the treadmill and other stuff that I would put in the "I better be getting something out of this!" box. I weighted 172.3. Are you kidding me...I was pretty discouraged. I mean really that is what I weighted before I started counting calories and working out. The evil inner voice (I am going to call her my evil twin ) kicked in..."Why bother?-You've learned how to be fat, you are good at it - You can eat at buffets and not get full! What are you doing trying to lose weight?- You are not so good at that. What if you fail? Why not stay fat and stick with something you know and you are good at!" Really, I heard that. I even felt this fear of failure pushing at me! WOW! Well I made it through the night amazed that I had grown the Evil Twin in my own head---What a Bitch! I was discouraged, but I did not feed it, or stuff it with FOOD.
This morning I woke up and I had started!!!! Duh! I am moving the needle - because this is my big fat bloated time!---So take that Bitch!!! OK I can't let my kids read this!!!
Anyway - I made it another day and clocked another Fat Fusion class - Take that Evil Twin (ET). I gotta get rid of her! Thanks for the support!